Effigy

(6/4/21)

I built an effigy of you
Out of trading cards and priceless treasures
Ashes of my mother, first pressing Joy Division records
Blood diamonds, caviar, faded memories of my youth
A harp made of heartstrings, and a synthesizer noose
You look so beautiful in red; summer sunsets or the flames
I circled ‘round you clockwise as if time would kill the pain
I whispered something meaningless about how love tore us apart
I tried to light my match, but I couldn’t find a spark